Suddenly I am having to choose, if I give my clients a few extra minutes of care then I am late getting back to a hungry baby or late to put her to bed. And if I stay to give my daughter a few extra moments of attention or food then I am running late to get to a client. Yet feeling triggered by this feeling of lack of time then moves into being irritable on the road or worse, being unsafe.
Today as I slept in with my daughter, still trying to regain our full health, I made a decision on what was important. Then it occurred to me, that is what I always try to do. In each situation I prioritize. Sometimes I regret it but most of the time I don't, I only give myself unnecessary guilt or grief for the choice I made because my heart wants to give my all to everyone. And with that, I found a spark of gratitude and blessing.
I'm grateful to have a caring heart. I'm grateful to have a giving spirit. I'm grateful to be surrounded by so many opportunities to give love that I have to prioritize them. I'm grateful to have understanding family and clients. I'm grateful to know it is not all on me and taking my time is supported in all aspects. I'm grateful to see beauty and blessings in this trigger. And I'm grateful to give conscious awareness to releasing this time trigger.
What is your time trigger? Is there a blessing hidden within this trigger?
May today bless us with seeing the love and beauty of our triggers. May we embrace them and heal any aspect that is not serving our hearts. Have a beautiful day!