Do you ever have things that you just feel set on? You feel like it just has to continue a certain way or you have to get something done at a certain time? Sometimes I get stuck in moments like that. Sometimes I find myself caught in an all or nothing loop.
I have been trying to decide whether or not to keep this blog going. I don't get much feedback these days and my content doesn't always feel as deeply connected as before. Most of that is because I feel more of a time crunch than I used to and at least one of my children is always with me while I'm writing. Some days I feel like giving it up but at the same time I love writing this blog and having a reminder to bring it back to gratitude.
While I have been monkey-minding this decision, I have somehow subconsciously already created the solution. It isn't all or nothing. Would I love to write my blog every weekday still? Yes. But at this stage that just isn't possible. But that also doesn't mean I have to let it go completely. I will write when I can. Mostly that will look like Monday through Wednesday. A few blog posts to move through the week. Each stage I can assess the situation and see what I can give.
I'm grateful to rethink. I'm grateful to recognize I was stuck in an all or nothing loop. I'm grateful to also realize I had already created the solution. I'm grateful to keep putting positive messages out to the world. I'm grateful to each of you that reads this. I'm grateful to know that this blog is real, not forced gratitude. I'm grateful to understand that some days that means deeply connected writing and other days it is just musings of the mind. I'm grateful to give what I can.
May we recognize our limits but also our joys. May we do what we can to make this world a positive place. Have a beautiful day!
I have been trying to decide whether or not to keep this blog going. I don't get much feedback these days and my content doesn't always feel as deeply connected as before. Most of that is because I feel more of a time crunch than I used to and at least one of my children is always with me while I'm writing. Some days I feel like giving it up but at the same time I love writing this blog and having a reminder to bring it back to gratitude.
While I have been monkey-minding this decision, I have somehow subconsciously already created the solution. It isn't all or nothing. Would I love to write my blog every weekday still? Yes. But at this stage that just isn't possible. But that also doesn't mean I have to let it go completely. I will write when I can. Mostly that will look like Monday through Wednesday. A few blog posts to move through the week. Each stage I can assess the situation and see what I can give.
I'm grateful to rethink. I'm grateful to recognize I was stuck in an all or nothing loop. I'm grateful to also realize I had already created the solution. I'm grateful to keep putting positive messages out to the world. I'm grateful to each of you that reads this. I'm grateful to know that this blog is real, not forced gratitude. I'm grateful to understand that some days that means deeply connected writing and other days it is just musings of the mind. I'm grateful to give what I can.
May we recognize our limits but also our joys. May we do what we can to make this world a positive place. Have a beautiful day!
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