In my dream last night I was taking a test and I was very stressed. I didn't know all the answers and I felt like I had missed the class that must have come before this test. I watched as others filled out answers and I was worried I would fail as I answered the questions the best I could. At the end, the teacher began reading the answers out loud for us to self-grade. He paused at the question that had caused me the most stress and said, "I wanted to stop you and tell you that it is ok to not get the right answer the first time. But you'll learn that. It's ok to learn through these mistakes. You're a student here." Suddenly I could see everyone's tests. The answers were all the same, some were missed and some correct on everyone's, but the questions were different on each person's test. We were all coming to the same answers but each of us were getting there through different tests.
The teacher was God. The teacher was my higher power. The teacher was the Universe. And no matter what label you want to give it, that teacher was reminding me why I am here. It is to learn. It is to accept that I will make mistakes but they are leading me in the right direction. And most importantly my teacher was reminding me that I am loved and can love myself.
I woke this morning in a new light. I was filled with gratitude for my husband who is a mirror of that love and support in my life. I'm grateful to have him in my life, on my team, and in my heart. I'm grateful for this powerful dream. I'm grateful for this reminder to be patient and forgiving of myself. I'm grateful for God's love. I'm grateful to know that whatever I choose to call this higher power it is always here for me in support. And I'm grateful to share this message with you, in hopes that any of you that need to hear it remember that you are human, having this experience, protected and loved.
What are the questions on your test? What are the lessons you have learned the answers to already? How can you use this answers to help you in the future? And who is your loving support in this process?
May your day be blessed with acceptance for yourself and others. May you see the light of love all around you. Have a beautiful day and weekend! Love and light to you all.