It is allowing me plenty of time for all my fears to creep in and be sorted through. It is giving me time to find the root of where these fears originate. It is giving me that precious gift of time to have nothing else to do but listen to those fears and work through them.
Being on hold is giving me the chance to really form my questions. It is giving me the opportunity to clarify for myself what I need to learn once I finally reach a live person. And it gives me a chance to take a breath and remember that the live person I will get has no control over this long wait, so I can speak to that person calmly and kindly.
While these gifts were not what I was asking to receive today; it's clear the Universe felt they were needed gifts. So I am here...listening, processing, breathing.
I'm grateful for these gifts. I'm grateful to pause to reframe and take a breath. I'm grateful to know that everything happens for a reason and my questions will be answered...in the order they are received. I'm grateful to know my fears are guiding lessons. I'm grateful to see truth in some and false insecurities in others. I'm grateful to know I will take the next steps anyway. I'm grateful to know what is new and a little scary today will be routine in the future. I'm grateful to reflect and proceed.
What gifts were you given today? What fears or insecurities are asking to be addressed?
May today remind us we have made it through every challenge in our past. May we take time to reflect and then move forward with confidence. Have a beautiful day!